I think I finally figured out what my problem is with Alcohol. It allows me to feel something other than be myself. I’m not sure how else to describe it. It just came to me. It makes me feel like someone else and, generally, happier. I know that’s not a healthy reason for it. It’s difficult to say no to it even though I should. I just wish I understood the reason behind the Prohibition. sighs So need to get back to work and not worry about it now. Oh well.